Friday, May 22, 2009

Happy 1st Birthday!!!!!!!!!















Wow! What a year! Emma and Olivia have come so far and beaten all odds! We were told if we did not terminate Emma, then Olivia would not live either. Well, we got them both so we have a million blessings to be thankful for. As rough and rocky this last year has been, we are grateful for it. It has taken us - our character, our faith, our inner self - and twisted and turned and taken apart and put back together and made us better for it today. Good has come out of this and I pray that more good will continue to come out of it. I pray that we may help others that are hurting, that are watching their children fight for their lives, that know the only One to turn to is God. And then that day comes, when you lay it all down and surrender and say, "They are Yours" and we will serve you no matter what! Then that wonderful peace washes over you. The only peace you can have while your child is still lying their in the same state. Peace not based on circumstances and how good or bad the day is...but peace that God has these precious beings in His hands. What better hands to have them in? Peace from releasing control that you don't have anyway and allowing Jesus to have full control. We are thankful for our daughters and thankful for all of you sharing this journey with us!!! You have been a blessing to us and we are forever grateful to each and every one of you! Thank you!!!!

So on to the birthday day....Mike's parents came up. Linda, myself and all the girls had a picnic outside on such a beautiful day!!! The girls then played in the baby pool. At night, we ate dinner and then had ice cream cake. Emma poked her cake and moved her plate some. Olivia took the cake in both fists and just stuffed until it was gone!!! It was the funniest thing I have ever seen. (Reminded me of the hot dog eating contest on t.v.) Olivia kept looking at Emma like she was making sure she was still ahead. My sister said that I should tell Olivia that this Twin to Twin Transfusion is over. The mess was insane but we had a great time!!!

So Happy 1st Birthday to you both!!! We love you tons!!! And are so glad you are in our lives!!!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Reminiscing...

Reminiscing....so today Emma and I were cuddling. She had her cheek laying on my cheek and it was so sweet! And then I immediately thought about last year at this time....how she hated to be touched...her skin hurt to be touched....and how it broke my heart that touching her made her health go down....how you would instantly hear the alarms go off that she was desatting and her heart rate would go down...and then the guilt I would feel....how far we've come.
And then I was reminiscing about Olivia....to think that she has come from 2 lb. 9.4 oz. .....and she is up to 19 lb.....wow! She hurts my arms when I hold her too long. I remember how hard to was to not see their faces from having those masks on...how I got to hold her for the first time.
So Friday is their 1st birthday....what a year! And they have overcome so much! We got rid of Emma's pulsox machine today. One more check off of our list. They will get weighed tomorrow when early intervention come to check on them. I'm always anxious to see how much Emma weighs. I'm hoping for over 12 lb.
I'm sure I will be reminiscing some more the next few days....some hard times and good times...but they always end in the fact that they have come so far and have beaten all odds.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Go Emma!

We had an endocrinology appointment today. Bottom line....Emma's calcium level was normal for the 1st time. It's never been below 11.3 and it was 9.4 which is great!No more endocrinology!!! Yea!!! Also she weighed in at 11 lb. 13 oz. That is good!
We have a head scan coming up.
I'm making an appointment for urology to see where we are. I would love to wipe all the doctors off of the list.

Alyssa and Loren's room






Friday, May 8, 2009

Hello!











So the rainbow picture is off our back deck. You could see both ends. It was beautiful!

Things are well here. It is Friday and THAT I love. I can't believe this twins will be 1 year old on the 22nd. That will truly be a celebration of life! What a year! Thank you all for walking through it with all of us!

Please pray that Emma will continue to gain weight and that she starts crawling soon. Olivia is almost walking. Please pray that she doesn't. :) Just kidding. Kind of.

Anyway, we are blessed beyond belief and have nothing to complain about.
We love you all! Enjoy the pictures!

Mike, Bethany, Alyssa, Loren, Emma and Olivia (Whew!!! That is a lot of names)

Tuesday, May 5, 2009